Extension

Ever go to update your status on [enter social networking site of choice here], and suddenly there just aren't words for what you're feeling?  That's me a lot of the time.  I posted something abstract/vague/metaphorical enough to suffice for my overall mood, but here I thought I'd give you lovely readers the extended version.

• Glad to be done with work for the day, but
• still stressing about work tomorrow and
• vaguely worrying about work tomorrow, not to mention
• Attracted to two (very) different guys and
• trying to drop the right hint that the third guy hasn't got a chance but
• feeling more than a little bit sorry for him and
• distracted by ghosts of boyfriends past, so
• feeling vaguely inadequate around the one of them, but
• not hoping too much for the other
• and I haven't had much socializing lately, so I'm feeling lonely
• and my birthday--ohdearheavenpleasenotthisagain--is coming up soon
• and my family is facing a new addition
• and my relationship with my dad sucks (nothing new, really, but still)
• and I think my mom's mad at me, but I can't figure why
• and I keep thinking up all this awesome-sounding poetry, but I can't ever remember any of it when it's time to write it down
• and it looks stupid written down
• and so does my resume
• which is probably why I can't get a decent job
• and I still have homework to do tonight, only
• I just really wish someone would talk with me
• and hold me
• and tell me that things will be all right soon enough, you'll see, there there.

And on that note, I'm going to bed now.